Some people may have wondered while reading this blog about my mental stability, do not be surprised if I tell you that no I am perfectly stable in all ways, I just think in a very different way....
I am sure most of you has read the book 'The secret' if you have not please do. I went into deeper study, combining the secret which is the law of attraction with the spirit as well as the mind....
You are as free as what your mind is my dear friend, for instance, you are as wealthy as what you feel you are worth, you are as successful as what you believe you can be, you are what you believe and choose to be.
Now the law of attraction states that only focus upon what YOU WANT, only focus on the POSITIVE, only focus on GOOD and then, one I love focusing on is simply LOVE. What you focus upon is what you attract, when you focus upon bills, an empty bank account, your passionless relationship with your spouse you will just attract more of it.
Before you can attract good you must first be able to love yourself, meaning knowing that you deserve the best and accept it wanting the best for yourself, feeling of self worth and accepting yourself just as you are. The only thing blocking people from obtaining what they want is their own minds actually.
I had to break my own mind blocks too, I was only criticized when I grew up so my self esteem was really low when I was a teenager, my spirit just one day rebelled and I became a wild child then I had to teach myself good and calm down, I had to change all negative belief systems about myself, I know it seems crazy because I am only 23 now.
But life broke me down and then formed me to blossom like a flower so I am happy, do not worry.
When you can love and accept yourself just as you are, you can then love, meaning feelings of gratitude, feelings of patience, pure intention, joy and true happiness.
When you love yourself you want the best for yourself so you have beautiful visions for your own future and with those visions you apply self worth and align these visions with love.
Love is the fastest way to manifest dreams. Love is pure true and unconditional, it is joyful, kindness and true happiness, and the last step is true belief that it is already yours.
So what is the law of attraction actually?
It is 1. loving yourself, wanting as well as having only successful positive beautiful 2. visions for yourself then aligning these visions with true love 3. gratitude, joy, happiness and a knowing 4. true belief without question that it is already yours.
I am exhausted I had an insane day and want to get into bed, I have to be up early to move into Hotel Rio then go to advanced Italian classes from 10am and then I finish with my second class at 04pm.
Yes if all of you readers wondered where I was on this planet, I did go to Malpensa Airport to fly back to South Africa, before I checked in for my flight, I saw a sign for a chapel so I went there first. As I entered the chapel I just sat there, asking many questions.... I then asked myself what makes me happy, truly the last time I have been this happy was many years ago and when I am happy I am inspired to be the absolute best I can be for myself and everyone around me.
I also reviewed my life at that point and asked myself "why I could ever doubt myself or loose faith and belief?"
I then left the chapel and walked to the check in counter, I had my ticket in my hand and told the lady that I cannot picture myself leaving, she smiled cancelled my ticket and I went to a hotel.
Tomorrow morning I am moving into Hotel Rio.
I can not say what will happen tomorrow, all I can say is that I feel happy and secure that my future will be bright joyful and magical with many beautiful memories.
I wish you all an absolutely beautiful evening....
Buona Notte