Change in direction......
Last night at Ronchi78 the atmosphere was amazing, both Max Morganti as well as the musicians called Bello e Dannata performed who also performs absolutely fantastic, here is their link for more detailed information: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Bello-e-Dannata/301050180922
At first I performed with Max again and afterwards with Bello e Dannata, and both of these musicians performing in Ronchi78 are absolutely amazing, my energy has been low lately as well as my inspiration because of several different reasons and I cannot give my best in anything being a little heartbroken so my singing has been terrible, I apologize but it is true I cannot be dishonest not even on this blog.
Last night as I was writing in my corner table again with the football team dining and everybody looked so content, I felt a little emotional because of what I was writing, my mind drifted afar and before I could help myself little tears were falling onto my cheeks, luckily nobody noticed, I prefer being happy and to smile, I prefer making the world smile and seeing everybody happy because it gives me great joy.
My tiny tear drops were not only tear drops of what I was writing, no they were tears of appreciation and gratitude, tears of happiness for my present too. As I sat and looked at the table right across from me, I looked straight into a table of Angels in my life whom I feel completely safe with, whom I can trust with my heart and my life even and I felt so grateful, not in a million years I could have ever dreamed of receiving a greater gift from heaven.
After I sang with the two musicians Max Morganti as well as Bello e Dannata, I bonded a little bit with the beautiful staff at Ronchi showing them pictures of the human body as well as the brain which I downloaded to my Ipad for research and we laughed a little. As the evening drew to a close I spoke with a very sweet friend from Switzerland called Mario and I asked him advice on publishing companies for my first book that I am currently busy with.
Even though I have a publishing company who is interested in publishing my book when I am completed with it and because they were the first publishing company which I approached, I decided that I would like to shop around with other publishing companies first to see which are the best Publishers for me, I want a publishing company in Italy or the UK.
I know that many thinks that it is impossible but I am just taking one day and one step at a time because last night when Mario and myself spoke about all that has to be done I felt a bit frightened and like I wanted to cancel my entire project because I felt a little negative and like I was not capable.
As I took a peaceful walk back home I asked myself many questions I noticed that my thoughts had turned negative and I stopped dead in my tracks, I then decided that I cannot allow fears to keep me from achieving what I want, fear is only an illusion to keep us from achieving our dreams.
I then decided that all I need to do is to have my visions of already have succeeded in my dreams and just take one day at a time as well as give my best every day.
This blog is taking an interesting change in direction, while I was writing about all the good times and having fun in Ronchi78 in the past now I will be writing still about the incredibly fun times in Ronchi, as well as me writing in Ronchi about writing my first book, all my fears and emotions going with it, what Publishing companies I will be approaching, the steps I will be taking into completing my first book as well as my journey having my first book published. So keep on following the blog because yes I will sometimes feel negative and like I would want to give up, yes I might feel discouraged and hopeless approaching publishing companies but It is achievable most definitely and together we will get there while singing songs in Ronchi78.
My decision for doing this is because I know that everybody has dreams, everybody wants to be successful and absolutely happy, I hope that writing about myself trying to achieve in a dream of mine will inspire you as reader not to be afraid to make your changes and trying your best to achieve whatever you want in life. In life we are all faced with fear but if we allow fear to hold us back we will just end up sad and miserable with regret.
Your journey in life is your choice, whatever you want you will have, whatever you believe your life should be or must be is what and how you will live. Your life is your choice for yourself, it is what you choose. Choose wisely, choose happiness, choose that change that seems so difficult because of the illusion of fear yet so easy actually. Choose a happy, successful, joyful, peaceful and joyful journey for yourself because life is precious and so short, just be happy, true to yourself and grateful.
I must retreat now because I want to do research again, I am busy with the physical health section now of my book combined with the mind. Its a lot of reading and research but I enjoy it.
Have an amazing day all of you beautiful people and smile, shake your bon bons and have fun.
Amore Sempre
Ronchi78
