Inland Sea.......

Ohhh dear today I have directed my intentions to be peaceful and to read as well as write.

I'm sorry the blog is still confusing but oh well I will still re-organise it, just not today, today I just want to write.

I am currently attending at my parle Italiano school an intensive Italian learning coarse, all the Italian grammatica is scattered everywhere around in my mind, it does not have proper storage to make perfect sense but I know my mind well, its constantly busy taking in and re-organising information so I know one morning I will wake up and just speak Italian, things like this normally happens to me. Ohhh and I really adore my school I love learning Italian, speaking Italian is like singing beautiful music.

This past week has been wonderful, Monday morning before I went to school and looking for apartments I first went to Ronchis to say hello and just to let them know that I did not fly away.... Hehehehe, Max was there and then he called Giacomo for something about the restaurant and gave the phone to me to say Ciao, hhehehehehe I just giggled, Giacomo too shame, I hope they were happy I stayed, otherwise I will seem like a very strange person to them, just coming in and start to decorate and smile hahahahaha, yes I am strange I apologise but I tried to be normal once upon a time and it was really difficult for me so I decided to just be me.

WoW I'm so peaceful today, I feel like I have no care on the planet, just relaxed and very content.

Inland Sea's music are extremely beautiful, the voices and music of this band are incredible,   ohhh wow its intense. The way this band plays music and the lead singer singing the songs reaching every single high note successfully and so smoothly, singing of love and doing it so passionitaly, WoW!!! I absolutely adore the cd and I love the song "come to me now" as well as "The rain words". Ohhh wow just sit, close your eyes and allow the music to stir the emotion inside of you..... Magical!!!!

I did not know about this band, I did not know about Palbert music uintill a week ago, I heard the song and wanted the CD so I went to the music home to buy the CD and they told me they don't have it. So I asked Giacomo for a CD and he kept on telling me everyday, "tomorrow night". Hhahahahahaha.
So when I finally received the CD I was so happy, I loaded it onto my Ipod, my computer and my ebook reader.
I asked Giacomo a bit about the singers, I find the music increadible, so he told me that they are heart surgeons... What??? I was a bit shocked for a moment but ofcoarse I myself am very strange and multi talented so the shock passed very quickly.
If this band can perform open heart surgery like the way they sing, ohhh dear I will never worry if I have heart problems ever.

Please do listen to their music on the website, it is incredible!!! The website is called  http://www.palbertmusic.com/

Ohh Tuesday that has passed was lovely, I was at Ronchis again in the evening, well I am always there hahaha, alora, ahhh Mirko came in and he had a shock when he saw me, he was still under the impression that I flew away, hahahaha and his voice was gone but he looked happy, ahhh shame.
He is such a gentleman, he asked me if I wanted to taste a type of olive oil and he took bread, poured the olive oil over and brought it to me, I must say it was impressive and it was Amazing oil, salty but not too salty and very smooth on the tongue with a little bit of a metallic twist to it, really really good oil.
He also looked at me the whole night as if  making sure that I am really there, and he looked so handsome.
Giacomo looked upset with me, I felt a bit heartbroken, I do not want them to ever be sad or upset with me, no no.

Giacomo is like a protective big brother seriously and he looks worried about me sometimes he also looks like he has to check that there are no wings that might appear out of my back somewhere and fly away.

Ahhh they are wonderful. I really feel so blessed and fortunate, I love just being close to them, just spending time with them means the world to me and I just love seeing them happy, smiling as well as relaxed. When they are happy I am happy.

Ahhh last night was wonderful, yesterday morning I sms'ed Giacomo and told him that I missed Mirko because I do, he is funny, he has this very strange magnet pull to him, ahh and he is so happy, he is like a teenage boy around me, hahahha its beautiful like he gets so excited and really happy when he is around me, perhaps its just who he is but he is wonderful, I have never met a more joyful, attractive, kind, sweet man in my life and he is so funny, he is such a sweetheart, he is an Archangel, must be, the way he pays attention to me is so incredible his interest in everything that I do its very unbelievable, just being close to him satisfies my spirit.

Really I wish I could share with all of you all these happy feelings inside of me, its so pure so true and wonderful, I do not care much now anymore, I've found a peace and happiness in life that even if a world war starts today, I will not be worried at all, Ronchis and everybody in there, Mirko and Giacomo, wow, I just want them to always be happy, my heart will not take it if they are ever sad, no no!!! I am so peaceful because I have true happiness, I know who I am, happy, I know where I am headed, bliss, and I know that when I have only a few moments left on this earth one day, I know where I am headed without a doubt so I am peaceful.

Ohhh dear tonight I met Giacomo's wife she is absolutely beautiful, where has he been hiding her?  I am so happy.

hehehehe the Shef asked me tonight if Im lesbian well he might ofcoarse I dont have a boyfriend, a husband, im not even looking so I might seem uninterested in men but ohh no, I am most difinitaly a woman and straight, there is no doubt. I just got bored I guess, I want something different,  Ive had too many lovers which became stalkers, I love fully when I love and they could not understand that it was just for the night, the next morning I wanted my space, the fast train incident was though unecpected and very intense, playful and the guy was really attractive, he was persistent and did not take no for an answer I like it when a man takes charge, it shows his character, his drive, his confidence.

I wish you all a beautiful evening.....

Always smile and celebrate life!

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