A little while back I have noticed that everything that has happened in my life, has happened with a purpose, then as I sat and wondered what my purpose was, I realized that I must not worry about the answer, all I have to do is just be me and it will be alright and that everything will make sense soon. At that time and that moment noting made sense and everything was confusing, nothing still makes sense, I am really just being obedient to my heart that is all. If I am not obedient to my heart I am unhappy and I want to be happy, always.
Alora, so I signed up for a two week standard coarse to learn Italian and I met all my classmates and they all became my new friends. Marte from Norway, Anne from New Zealand, Daniel from Germany and An from Taiwan. Apparently we are the best class they have had forever because we are joyful.
Ohhh dear I was so happy to learn Italian my energy was so alive and ecstatic that I could light up the planet, I was laughing all the time learning and it was just beautiful. School was wonderful it was so much fun and I was really happy learning.
That same night I sat at my usual table and showed Giacomo that I signed up for Italian school, ohhh dear you should have seen his face, he was so happy, he tries to be serious sometimes, but his eyes gives him away all the time, he is a very good man.
The next day after class Daniel and myself were walking and I asked him if he wanted to come for lunch with me to Ronchi78, hehehehehehe, he said alright, as we entered Giacomo was making his usual "ohhh dear not you again face" and I just laughed joyfully back at him, Daniel was standing there next to me and Giacomo was shocked, he asked Daniel if he was with me and Daniel replied yes because he was with me there having lunch.
Daniel has a girlfriend, he is just a friend of mine, so we lunch and as we left Giacomo gave Daniel a cd while looking at me, it was Inland Sea's cd, I wondered why he was giving my friend a cd and he never gave me a cd ever? I was a bit sad but happy for Daniel.
The following Thursday Daniel asked me to please meet him and his girlfriend for an apprettivo in Brera, I did not know where Brera was so I went to Ronchis first, I asked Max where Brera was and he told me that It was too far away, he told me that I had to first take the yellow line, then I had to take the green line and I sighed thinking ohhh dear no, I cannot travel that much for an apprettivo and I knew that I would get lost even with my GPS. So I sent Daniel a message to please meet me at Ronchi's and he accepted the invitation, oh I was so relieved.
Daniel and his girlfriend with her work friend arrived and we had some drinks, Daniel then found it amusing that I was always at Ronchi's and he started to laugh, well we both started to laugh, he said that they can practically build me a little room in the top corner of the restuarant, hahahahaha he said he could picture me coming out of there just smiling at the guests greeting them and telling them to have fun, hahahahahahaha this vision amused me I then saw myself in my hello kitty pajamas hair messed up with big furry slippers hahahaha it was very funny vision we laughed about it for a couple of minutes.... then suddenly (hold your breath for 3 seconds 1............2..............3................, Alora, exhale please)
.....Suddenly, I had this vision in my mind, it was beautiful, Ronchis is a Restuarant, a music home and so warm as well as inviting, so I had this vision of Ronchi78 turning into a 5 star Guest House, ohhh dear the feelings that was attached to this vision was unbelievably overwhelmingly satisfying and joyful to me. Ronchis is like family so why not expanding it and making it grow, Just imagine people coming from all over the world to Milan just to be part of the warm and happy atmosphere, excellent wines and cuisine as well as sing live karaoke, listen to live music and have fun then retreat to your room where you can wake up to a beautiful warm, kind and inviting delicious breakfast and then start your day.
Just imagine making Ronchi78 the heart of Milan, the Guesthouse situated very close to Duomo, Galleria, La Scala as well as my new favorite shopping place that has the view of the Duomo at the top called La Rinascente (ohhh dear its a magical building, I love La Rinascente and I want them all to love me too.)
So I sat there with this vision now stuck in my head feeling very happy but then I got really tired and wanted to go to bed, Daniel and his girlfriend with her friend also felt it best to retreat.
Giacomo was by then most probably confused why this guy he thought was supposed to be my boyfriend was leaving with other women, hahahahaha I tried to explain that he was not my boyfriend but he either didn't want to understand or he just didn't understand (giggle).
At this very moment I am very tired as well so I will write again soon.
I wish you all beautiful dreams and a wonderful new week tomorrow....
Amore Sempre
